Indulge yourself in my world of darkness

2010-03-24T18:42:00.003+08:00

Hello!! I think I haven't blogged for a long time right? I'm sorry, pardon for my laziness. So how's it going in everyone's life? My life is okay at the moment. I already got my A level results back. Let's say, I'm not satisfied with what I got. But I've already accepted my fate and hope for the best. I've already applied to three local university. Hope I'll get accepted to NUS though )):

So.. I didn't go to work today. Got MC for 2 days )): I got chalazion. Well, that thing caused both of my eyelids to become red, swollen and itchy. It's irritating actually cause it makes one of my eye become smaller than the usual. Andd I can't blink too hard or open my eyes too wide. The doctor said, what caused it to happen is due to some oil glands blockage? Hmm haven't heard of it before or maybe it's because my body is warmer than the usual? Guess so.

Anyway, met Amirah and Ustaz Hassan yesterday. He laughed at our results. That's expected from him -__-" . Afterwards, Amirah, Aliyah and I chatted at the coffeshop till it was almost ten. We talked about our friends, school but mostly it's about A levels. I'm gonna wish Amirah and the others good luck for applying to UM. Hope you all get what you wish for okay! ((:

Oh! Fatin came to my house yesterday..Hahah! Aiya, that girl is still the same la. Still funny and crappy like usual. So I taught her a bit of Syariah yesterday since she didn't understand about talak, khulu' and fasakh. I was laughing my ass off when I heard about it. In my opinion, Talak is the easiest topic in Munakahat. I don't mean to brag or anything, but I find the other topic of munakahat quite..tricky.So maybe talak is my forte? Guess so. Lol, still remember when I was in my pre-u days, I told some of my friends that I love the topic talak. They were staring at me as if I sprouted another head in my body system.

They said, "Uh..isn't it supposed to be the other way round? As in,people usually like marriages more than divorce."

I replied, " Hm, maybe I'm one of a kind? Lol" But that's not an answer actually. Like I said, maybe it's just my forte. Nyahahaha.

Hmm, I'm kinda bored staying at home )): I want to work! I don't want to see the children, but I want to see all the books in the library and meet Dear afterwards )): I miss spending time with Dear )): I guess we'll see each other on Friday then okay? )): miss you!! )):

And, I don't know what to type again anymore. So I'll just upload some pics and let the picture do the talking okay ((:

At National Museum (:

Our first time here. So a bit jakon la XDD

Look at his tummy! :P This is before.

After =__= he sucked in his breath..so it'll make his body look thinner..Tipu!

Don't ask me what's with that pose =__=''

Don't ask me about this one either..Hoho

His face up close ((:

Lol, I want to be hot like a Greek Goddess for once. So give me some face la :P

Hahahah! Don't know why he chose that pose. It looks funny! I always laugh my ass off when I see that pic in my hp XDDD

(:

Come on guys, give him some credits, Dear wants to be sexy for once :P

What's with that face? :P

Nyahahaha..Just find out that ROM is located nearby National Museum.

Didn't expect I'll look okay by wearing shawl this way. Hoho

At hei Sushi! We ate total of 26 plates altogether..Huhu

((:

I took this pic on my own but before that, Dear didn't tell me the workers behind were laughing at me. I think they found it funny to find someone taking a pic by their secondary camera. I was so embarassed at that time )):

Went out with them on last Monday! Love them so much!! ((:

: DDD

Huhu, can we exchange our skin colour? Putih la kau! :pp

I regret to announce that this is the end of my post for today. Lol, I will update again when I have all the time in the world and inspirations ((:

Till here then~~

2010-02-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! I know I haven't updated in such a long time. The reason why I update right now is because I want to upload pics only. As you have seen, I didn't upload any pics last time. So here you go. Enjoy (:

We went to Night Safari last time! Lol..it was cool! I wanna go again! ):

(:

Mau rembat pe? :P

Smile ((:

The cute plushie!! >_<"

Imagine if that was a real tiger, he'd be the next tiger victim. Lol

Huhu the plushie is huggable!! >_<"

His new lover :P

:DD

I want this hat too!! Hoho

Haha! Sebokk..dia pun nak pakai topi :P

The tix (:

The pic before the accident ):

9th Jan. Dear was hospitalised at CGH. Look at his face..Haiz ):

):

The day he was discharged.

):

He looked better on my birthday though, 1 week after the accident.

Huhu I'm getting chubby )):

:p

We watched Daybreakers. The movie was okay (: a bit gore though.

I ordered Lemon Chicken Rice @ Far east!

Dear Ordered Hokkien Mee.

This pic was taken on 2nd Feb, Dear's birthday!

We went to IKEA for fun, lol and we met Sezairi's parents but no Sezairi. huhu

Dear is in love with the sofa :p

Well, me either! Cause it's soft and oh so comfyy..Hoho

Andd that's all, folks!~ I will update again asap okay. I got to go now. I have to wash my uniform now. See you all soon!

Till here then~~

2010-01-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello! I know I've abandoned this blog of mine for a long time. So many things happened lately. Firstly, I've started working! :DD it is a great experience for me. However, it is very tedious though. Therefore, appreciate what your parents do for you okay (:

Oh and Dear met an accident on the 9th January. It was terrible. He couldn't remember the year, month and the date. He kept on asking the same question all over again and he couldn't remember his address. He was hospitalised for 2 days. Alhamdulillah, he has regained his memories now except for what happened during the accident. Huhu, I still remember the night when Dear was hospitalised. He couldn't even remember my handphone number, my birthday and how long we've been together.

I was crushed and down at that moment. Alhamdulillah, my friends were there for me during the worst time of my life. Thanks Aisha, Fatin and Zeke! Love you guys from the bottom of my Heart! I mean it :DD

Lol, and I've just recently turned 19! Thanks everyone for the wishes. Some even have the initiative to call me *hints at Shiks* Hahah! Cute sey! :DD will remember you always! She's my buddy from pr. 4 (: go out with me someday okay! I want to meet you in your sexy nurse uniform :PPP

On my birthday, that was the first time I saw Dear with a panic stricken expression on his face. He was worried cause he didn't know what to buy for me. Lol, he has changed a bit after the accident. Well, before the accident, he was always the confident type of person. Now, he's easily panic, etc. Haha at last, he bought a cute charm bracelet for me. Thanx so much! I love it. I won't take it off from my wrist okay (: Don't worry, I will always use it (: Love you!

Hm and lately, I've been having nightmares about A levels. I'm so scared! Hope everything will go well ): I want to enter University so badly! ): Do pray for me everyone )):

I think this is my cue to leave. I'm famished and I don't know what to blog anymore. I'll update again if there's something new in my life, etc.

Till here then~~

P.S: IMY DEAR )):

P.P.S: I miss my friends too! Let's meet up someday okay (:

2009-12-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hello! How are you all doing? I'm fine alhamdulillah. I can't believe that it's almost new year. It means, gah! 3 more months to go for the results! >_<" It's super duper scary okay! I wasn't able to finish my H1 Maths paper and for the first time I screwed my GP paper. Lol enough said. I don't want those bad memories to replay itself in my mind. Huhu, do pray for me guys! >_<"

Anyway, on last Thursday, I had fun going out with the three babes. They are Fathin, Dian & Aisya. Lol, we played Taboo & Monopoly at e-hub for like, 3 hours? Hoho. Fathin & I looked stupid as both of us are not good at giving clues or guessing. Guess, we'll have to practice very hard in order to win if we were to play it again :P

After 3 hours of playing those games, we performed our asar and maghrib prayers. By that time, most of us were already starving *hints at Fathin :P* Therefore, I suggested dining in at BBQ Chicken as most of them hadn't ate there before. Plus, the food there is tasty and quite cheap. I ordered a creamy pasta while the other three ordered the most expensive dishes on the menu. Lol that's not a surprise.

While we ate, we gossiped, bitched and exchanged jokes with one another. It was fun. The truth is, I hadn't hang out with girlfriends in such a long time. Sighs, I don't wish to talk about it. The memory itself still leaves a scar in my heart.

After we ate, we took bus 3 to go back to Tamp Interchange. Then, something happened. Lol, I won't forget this incident for the rest of my life. Seriously. Actually in the afternoon, Fathin told us an incident that happened to her which involved an insane man. Suddenly, lo and behold!~ That guy rode the same bus as us and even tried to talk to us. Gosh, I was scared shitless! This is all Fathin's fault! Thank God he rode the bus for only like 10-15 mins or else..I'd definitely forced Fathin to talk to him. *shudders*

That was how I enjoyed my day on the Eve of Christmas. On 25th, I woke up in the morning and went to Sing Song to buy flour, chocolate chips, etc in order to make chocolate chip cookies for my Dear as it was our 2 years Anniversary. Let's say, he was surprised and delighted when he found out I made cookies for Him. He said it's tasty! Thanks Dear :DD Love you lots!

After met Dear and gave him the cookies, we went to Kallang Leisure Park. Guess what did we do? Lol, we ice skated together! The student price for Ice Skating is $16.50. It's the price for Admission and skates rental. It's worth it actually cause the time duration is 2 hours (: I seriously had fun! It's been a long time since I skated. Andd for the first time ever, I saw the emotion of fear in Dear's eyes. Lol, that was his first ice skating experience.

At first, I was irritated at him for being too scared and kept on giving up by saying he couldn't skate at all. However, I tried again and again to soothe him and taught him slowly. At last, he knew how to skate. All thanks to me. Lol, even though he was scared at first, he could still laughed at other people when they fell. Sheesh. If not for me, you'd have fallen too Dear =_=

After 2 hours of skating, we went to Far east to eat our dinner. I ordered a lemon chicken with rice while Dear ordered a fried kway teow. The food there was okay and a bit expensive. So, Dear and I made a deal by not coming there to eat again. LOL.

By night, we went to East Coast to chill and talked with each other. All in all, I had so much funn tn those two days! Thanks Dear and babes! I love you all! Thanks for making my day! Muah! :DD

Here are some pictures, unfortunately, I didn't take any pics when I went out with the babes. I'll do it okay next time (:

Dear with cookies :D

The cookies :DD

Penat yee :P

:D

Okay, I got to go now or else Sis will bite my head off. Currently waiting for Dear to be back. He is on the way to Singapore from KL. Come back faster okay! Take care and Miss you! :D

Till here then~~

2009-12-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hello! Lol, looks like I haven't blogged in a long time right? I thought after exams, I could blog anytime if I want to, sadly I can't. It is because, the computer at my bro's room broke down so this computer in my room is being competed by 3 people. Lol, so it's more like first come first serve = the first person that gets his hands on the computer will play it all dayy. That explains why I'm usually not online, etc.

Anyway, life is okay I guess. 2 weeks ago, my mom bought oysters for me. Lol, cause I've been pestering her to buy oysters. I haven't tasted oyster before. Therefore, she bought 12 oysters at sing song for $18. Expensive right? But it tasted delicious though. On the other hand, the way to open the shell is tough. My mom had to use a chopper to cut all 12 of it opened. Afterwards, then we realised that it wasn't a proper way to cut it. There is an easy way to open it when I searched it on the internet. Grr, it's okay. What's done cannot be undone. Huhu.

Last week, I helped my school by being a cashier. There was a book selling day on the 9th. Huhu being a cashier is not easy. I got confused with numbers and got leg cramped. Lol, however, it is still a nice and new experience for me :D

At the same time, Dear planned with his friend to go to KL for 3 days 2 nights on 27-29 :((( I'm gonna miss you! But do have fun okay! Don't do anything that I won't do :P hehe.

On last Saturday, Dear and I bought couple rings together! :D I can't wait to collect it tomorrow :D other than that, Dear bought for me a star shaped pillow. The pillow looks so cute till I can't get my hands off from it. Lol, no kidding okay. Thanks for the pillow Dear! He said, "This is a 2 years anniversary gift from me" It's quite early but I really really LOVE IT! Thanks Dear! :DD

Then, we went to Orchard to watch the scenery and the Christmas decorations. The decorations are beautiful and cute. I want to go there again at night :D even though I don't celebrate Christmas, I still love the deco. :)

On Sunday, I went to Andalus at Tampines to sell books with Naimah and her sister. The job was quite relaxing but I don't know why I felt so tired when I arrived at home on that day. Maybe it's due to lack of sleep, I guess. Lol, I can't sleep early lately. It's quite irritating actually. Huhu.

Yesterday, Naimah and I went to Nailul's cribs to rent dvds and watch the movies together. We watched 4 movies together. Lol, I love having movie marathon with my friends or loved ones. It's fun! Thanks Naimah & Nailul for making my day yesterdaty <33 :DD although, there was some parts that I accidentally fell asleep. Hehe maybe it's because I was too exhausted? Lol. We should do it again girls & maybe invite the other girls instead of only the 3 of us. Hehe.

These are some pictures that I took from last 2 weeks. Sadly, I didn't take any pic yesterday. Maybe we were too busy watching movies till we forgot to do anything. Lol.

The Oysterr :)

The inner of the oyster (:

Was taken 2 weeks ago. At vivo (:

Dear kept on reading a brochure about Batam =_=

Seee

Told ya.

Look at my pimples >_<" This is all A's fault! xDD

Gahh!! I want to buy this Sushi maker! But it's expensive :o It's okay, maybe I'll buy it after I start working. Hoho.

Was taken at John Little on last Sat (: after Dear bought me the pillow :DD

Lol, the Ginger Bread Man from Shrek. Cuteeeeeee >_<"

Hansel & Gretel's house perhaps?

Gotcha! Dear ate a lemon :p ahahah! He looks priceless!

Andd another one! LOL! XDDD

Curtain falls? Lol

SS :P

The cute pillow! :DDDD

I got to go now, I'm famished and I haven't finished reading the book that I bought. Huhu and maybe my sis wants to use the computer now. Take care everyone! I'll try to update regularly ((:

P.S : ZEKEEE! Take good care of yourself in Japan okay! I can't believe it you're going to Japan >_<" I'm so jealous. But it's okay. I'm happy for you :DD good luck in your studies okay! Get back home safely. Love you, my friend <33

Till here then~~

2009-12-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

Hello! Wagagaga. I am glad to say that I can update my blog faster than usual. The reason? MY A LEVEL IS OVER! Nyahahaha. Pfft no more reading and memorizing school books. I'm freee~~ Anyone can ask me out now :P lol.

Anyway, yesterday exam ended at 5 pm ): because it started at 2. So after it ended, Nailul, Kimmy and I went to the toilet. Nailul and I wanted to change and wear something else instead of our uniforms. Suddenly, bad things happened! =_= Huhu I only brought my black scarf, pants and shirt. I did not bring the inner long sleeved shirt. So, can you imagine how I will look like if I insisted on wearing the shirt only? I will look like Minah Malaysia! =_=

I told Nailul and Kimmy about it. They were laughing their asses off. Damn. Yesterday was so not my day ): Huhu I had no choice but to wear my school uniform for the inner and the shirt for the outer. At that point of time, I don't care anymore what other people think as long as I can hang out without wearing my uniform. Furthermore, I already planned to meet my boyfriend and it is against the rules to wear uniform if you want to hang out. Thus, this is the result.

Ignore my face. It's chubby and tired due to wake up too early for last minute revision =_=

Dear took that pic of me. How mean! When I met him wearing that, he could not stop laughing and smiling. He said, " You look ridiculous. But I can't even stay mad at you because you look too funny!" =_= Nicee. I became a clown for him yesterday. HOPEFULLY IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN! =_________=

Afterwards, we went to First Lady and bought a new long sleeved shirt due to Dear could not take it anymore. He even dared me going to Orchard with him wearing that. Hah! I told him, "I dare to take that challenge okay. Boo! But don't regret. You are the one who might be in an embarassing situation NOT me" Lol. At least that phrase made him think twice about everything :P

Lol, sorry I have to cut it short cause I don't know what to blog about anymore and I'm hungry. I want to grab something to eat. RAWRRR.

P.S : Twilight is an eyesore..ughh IT'S EVERYWHERE =__=

Till here then~~

2009-11-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hello! It is nice to know that I can blog again because..my exam is almost over! Only 1 more paper left! And that paper will be on 2nd December. Can't wait for it to end. I'm already tired of studying ): boohoo.

Anyway, yesterday paper was quite okay. Alhamdulillah. However, that was the paper that I was scared the most. It is because the books are hard to understand and there are many things to memorise =_= alhamdulillah, somehow I managed to remember some of the points and dalil. Huhu.

Oh! And the unlucky part is, I forgot my water bottle! The bottle is still at CJC )): I will only get it back on next Wednesday -_-' Huhu. So after my paper yesterday, I came home and went out again to meet Dear. First. we went to Joo Chiat Complex to search for scarves but we could not find the type that I want. Afterwards, we went to Geylang but we still could not find it. Thus we straight away went to Grandlink to karaoke. Hahaha!

Oh and I baked some instant chocolate chip pancakes fore Dear. I asked him, "is it good?" He replied, " of course la. Instant pancake what." -_-' It's okay! Next time I will try to bake the REAL pancake. Boo to Dear :p ahah!

Dear and I had fun at karaoke for two hours straight. Hoho, that explains why I got sore throat today )): but I still want to go again! Singing is fun you know. Stress reliever! Haha! I want to go with Dear again or with my friends next time. Ehemm Zeke, I want to hear you sing pleaaseee :P ahahah!

Yesterday was also our anniversary (: we have been together for 1 year and 11 months. Well, even though we broke up for like 3 months last year, we didn't count it as break up so that explains everything (: Thanks so much for always being there for me, being patient, accept me for who I am and always forcing me to study even though I am a very lazy person. Hehe. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!! And even though there are times when we fought non-stop, I hope that each and every fight or problems will make us stronger and change us for the better. Happy 1 year and 11 months! : DD

Here are some pictures that we took yesterday : DD

Eating the instant pancakes. Lol

What are you looking at? ;p haha!

:D

Hehee

Wow. penuh perasaan! ;P

Do I have a potential to be a singer? :p ahah!

He thinks he's at home issit? :P

Ignore the person behind me =X Hahaha! Kidding2 =X

That's it everyone. Sorry that I have to cut it short. I made a bet with Dear. I told him I'll study afterwards for two hours but he does not believe me. HMPH. So I better end it now before I get carried away doing other stuffs on the computer.

Till here thenn~~

2009-11-12T21:36:00.005+08:00

Looks like I've been MIA since after 25th. Lol, yup. I was busy for my A's plus I didn't have the mood to play the computer. Furthermore, I always don't get the chance to use it. Lol ni la masalahnya kalau tkd laptop :P Hehe!

Anywayy, just wanna share what Dear and I did last time on last last Saturday. Guess what? We went to Pulau Ubin! Haha. That was the first time I stepped my feet on that Island. Even though I'm a Singaporean, my parents or school had never bring me there. Well, last time my school brought us to Pulau Hantu though but that place is boring )): huhu.

So, yeah we went there by riding this bum boat from Changi. Oh and one thing you guys should know is the boat will only move to Pulau Ubin if there are 12 people waiting. Or else, you are forced to wait at Changi. Can you imagine what if some people are forced to wait over and hour or more? It must be boring right? )): Alhamdulillah Dear and I did not need that long (:

The journey from Changi to Pulau Ubin is less than 20 minutes. It's quite short but I started to get dizzy when I kept on looking at the other islands and the sea. Lol, I'll surely get sea sick if the journey is a long one. So after we arrived at Pulau Ubin, our faces got this jakon looked all over. We were too excited to explore the island! I kept on telling Dear that I wanted to go to Chek Jawa. Unfortunately, we arrived at Pulau Ubin at around 4+ pm. Chek Jawa will be closed at 6 pm. Thus, we rented 2 bikes and cycled all the way to the east. Well, that is where Chek Jawa is located.

Lol, the cycling was fun but unfortunately that was the first time in a few years I rode a bike. What made it worse is the place itself. It has too tooo many slopes! There were many times where I had to get down from the bike and pushed my bike as the slopes are too high! My bike wouldn't even budge when I cycled it. So you all can imagine how my knees and thighs felt like when I got home )): I got cramps all over. Lol. So much for an adventure.

After about 10 minutes of cycling, we saw this huge lake about a few feet below the ground. Only one word could describe about the lake. It is BEAUTIFUL! I'm not kidding. It is beautiful and gave me a serene feeling despite how tired I was from cycling. Huhu. After taking a few pictures of the lake, we continued with our journey to Chek Jawa. Hmm when we were right about a few kilometres away, we were forced to leave our bikes at this information centre and walked as that place does not allow any kind of vehicles to enter. By that time, we were already tired, groggy and sweaty. But our mood lifted up when we saw a female wild boar. Haha! Well, of course we are jakon. We have never seen a real wild boar up close and personal okay. So sue us :P Hahah!

After taking a few pictures of the wild boar, we resumed our journey to Chek Jawa. When we arrived, I was happy and quite disappointed at the same time. I was happy because we had finally arrived at Chek Jawa. On the other hand, we went there during a high tide )): so we did not get to see any corals, starfish or other animals. It was quite sad cause we did not know it was high tide during that time. Besides that, the sky was suddenly full of lightning and thunder. At that point of time, I could not imagine how we were going to make it back. I was scared shitless of the lightning and thunder. There were so many what ifs on my mind but I kept it cool and somehow managed to calm myself a bit. Hehe.

On the way back, we walked by using this longg bridge which took about 10-15 minutes to get back to the information centre. You don't know how happy I felt when we could ride our bikes again cause I wanted to get back to the village asap. During that time, it was only 6+ pm but it was already dark due to the cumulonimbus clouds. Lol, see I still have not forget what Teacher Saff and Teacher As taught me xD Geography rocks. Anyway, we only managed to ride slowly as we only had little energy to cycle. Lol, while we were riding we saw a couple of vans passed by. Our faces were full of envy because the people inside the van did not need to cycle on the-too-many-slopes-till-we-could-not-take-it island. Huhu )): but there was no use moping around. We needed to get back faster or get drenched real badly. Thus, we continued cycling. However, lo and behold! Something unfortunate happened. Guess what? Dear's bike broke down. Well, the gear broke if I'm not mistaken.

I didn't have the heart to ride on the bike and let Dear pushed the bike alone. Therefore, I got down from the bike and did the same. Well, so much for wanting to get back asap. Lol, blame it on the bike for taking too many of our time. So we walked all the way and only got on our bike when we faced down slopes. Hm what made it scary by walking there is one, the island is full of trees. It is as if we were walking in a jungle and I even saw tomb stones there. Number two is because it was already dark and there were too many thunder >_<" So scary!

Finally, we arrived at the village. Lol, you don't know how I felt. I was too happy because we were surrounded with many people instead of stuck in the middle of the jungle. Lol. but my story does not stop there. Huhu. After we sent our bikes, we went to the toilet because we haven't performed our prayers yet. The toilets can be found nearby the information centre. I was glad the toilets were nearby. However, the moment I entered the toilet, I was confused why the toilet was too dark. Thus, I kept on searching for the switch but I could not find any! So I decided to ask the guard at the information centre. Well, it turns out the toilets use solar power. Go figure.

It was scary because I was the only one in the dark and creepy toilet. But I put on a brave front and kept on praying silently when I performed the ablution. I did not even dare to look in the mirror. Lol. It is scary okay! Afterwards, we prayed and went home as we could not find any malay stalls there. We were famished but there was only one malay stall that was already close. Thus, we had no choice but went home. Well, it was scary when we wanted to go home because of the bad weather. It was already dark and there were too many thunder and lightning )): it was frightening and we even had to wait for 12 people in order to get back to Changi. Once again, luck was on our side that day. We did not need to wait too long to get into the bum boat.

On our way back to Changi, we just sat there quietly as we were too tired to say anything. All in all, even though we were extremely lethargic we had so much fun! It is like an adventure for us. I want to go there again! Dear! Bring me there again okay. Oh and Sec 4 and PU2! We can also go there okay if you guys want a gathering or simply have fun. Lol, Amirah! Let's go together okay after A's! I know that you've never been there before. Don't worry, we will okay someday ((;

Here are some of the pictures that we took at Pulau Ubin. Enjoy!

At Changi (:

While waiting for the bum boat. Hehe

Still Waiting (:

Ehem. The captain's place :P

Inside the bum boat (:

Hehe

Look! A pirate! :ppp

The other island (:

Hello! ^_^

Jakon Number 1 :pp

Jakon Number 2 xDD

Tired. Hehe

The lake!! : DD

Ignore my tired + fishball cheeks. Hee

The wild boar! Rawr!

Another picture of it.

The longg bridge at Chek Jawa : D

Hehe.

The corals that can be found at Chek Jawa.

House at Pulau Ubin (:

Another of it.

And another one ((:

Time to go home, wild boar :P

Well, same goes for me (:

And him too :P

Bubbye Pulau Ubin! xDDD

At last! I have updated my blog! I'm sorry if it's too long an boring. Therefore, I better cut it short for the conclusion :p ehem. Got to go now, I want to rest and watch tv (: Have a nice day everyone!

P. S: I hope Uney's okay )): Be strong okay! We are always there for you, Dear friend.

P.P.S: I miss Dear )): Can't wait to see him again! )): I Love You so much! Thanks for everything, Dearie ((:

P.P.P.S: I miss all my friends. Let's hang out again after A's okay! : DDD

Till here then~~

2009-10-25T19:32:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I know I haven't blogged for a long time ): I'm sorry in case if you guys miss me :p ehem ehem! Hahaha! Anyway, how are you doing? I hope you all are doing good ((: I'm on holiday right now which is actually quite awesome. I put the word quite there because, I ONLY HAVE 1 WEEK LEFT TO STUDY FOR MY A'S!!!!!!!!!! >_<" This is bloody scaryy! Well, this is SCARIERRR than O's >_<" Do pray for me everyone!! I hope I'll get into NUS..AMINN!! Anyway, just found out that Zeke is backkkk! Hahaha! I miss you, buddy (: it must be tough for you going to China for like six frigging weeks o.o huhu but I'm proud that you could adapt with the place very well and survived :P haha!

Oh! And good luck to Naimah, Fairuz and Fatin! They are sitting for their Final Year Exams right now (: GOOD LUCK GUYSSS! I know that you all can do it! : DDD make me proud okay! : DDD
I miss my school actually )): Oh well, maybe I'll drop by this week and try to kepo2 with the people there :P haha!

Psst..by the way, wanna know something? On the 17th October, my Dear and I went to Chinese Garden! Haha! Lo and Behold! There were lots of bangla men there! Lol, we stood out like a sore thumb you know. It's as if we were in their country instead. You know what I mean? Lol, but I had fun! Seriously, the place is damn huge and quite pretty actually. Furthermore, it's free! : D As it was our first time there, we took lots of pictures together ((: We also went to the tortoise & turtle museum ((: well, we have to pay $5 each for that and we can even feed them. Gah it was so unlucky for me on that day. While feeding the tortoise, I was bitten by this medium size tortoise )): It was painful! Rasanya macam jari tersepit pat pintu ; (( Huhu. It was bleeding a little too )): Alhamdulillah it's already okay now ((: Hehe.

Here are some of the pictures that we took ((:

((:

Lol! Peppermint chocolate chip ice creammm on my hand..slrppp : DD

Hee~ (:

Lol~ I still remember got this bangla took off his shirt and only wore this sleeveless shirt to pose for the camera. Aceyy Hero Hindustan dah datang tu =PP HAHAH!

Happy Together ((:

Lol marah nampak :P

I was pointing at the water snail actually ((:

: D

Macam Captain kapal :PPP

Behind me is the man-made waterfall

This is the second picture that I took of him. He deleted the first picture by saying that he looked too fat =_= but the first picture was okay actually =___=

Outside the museum!! Before I was bitten =_=

Hehe!

Lol, poor fish :((

Look at them! Dear said they were mating with each other >_<" Got caught red-handed! Lol! RIIIGHT

Here is another one. Huhu

Hmm..some of the tortoise just look so scary >_<"

Later on, it became scarier >_<"

EVEN MUCH MUCH SCARIER >_<"!!!! Huhu Then at night, we went to Esplanade to watch Impak Maksima The Musical (: Gosh! It was good! Too good!! Hahah! Seriously! It was fun! That was the first time I watched a musical. Unfortunately, we didn't get to watch the first 15 minutes. All my fault )): I was late because I got tuition )): Sorry Dear :(( All in all, we had so much fun on that day ((: Love YOU lots my Dear!!!

After the show : D

:))

Before I go, I would like to wish my Dear, HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 10 MONTHS! Oh and I won yesterday cause I wished you first! Haha! Dear, I just wanna say thanks for always being there for me and being supportive for all these times. I appreciate it lots. Besides, you even force me to study hard so that I'll get into the University of my dreams. I owe you lots my Dear. Thanks for everything (: I hope we are going strong and nothing can tear us apart even if we are facing many problems or obstacles together. I heart you lots and I will always appreciate and cherish our moments together. Thanks a lot, my Dear <3333333

Okayy, I have to go now. I'm going to study later on. Wish me luck guys! And do pray for me ((:

P.S : I miss Sec 4G and some people from Sec 4P :(( Insya Allah we'll have an outing together after A's okay! ((:

Till here then~~

2009-10-05T21:32:00.009+08:00

Looks like I haven't updated in a long time. Huhu well, I've been busy lately with Jalan Raya! Lol, it's tiring but at the same time fun. Lol, cause it sure as Hell gives me extra pocket money $_$ nyehehehe. Anyway, we already got our results back. Well, I've improved some subjects but my H1 subjects are pure Hell. Gahh! =.= I don't even dare to look at my results slip when we get it later )): It's terrible )):

Well, I hope that my results are much much better for the real exam. Gahh! I want to enter University so badly!! >< Pray for me everyone! Huhu anyway, on last Thursday we had Perjumpaan Raya at my school. I'm in love with PU1's Dikir la. Can't believe FATIN is the Tukang Karot and SHE CAN SING WELL!! During Sec 4, we usually told her to shut up when she sang in class. But what happen now? How come her voice is not sumbang anymore? XD I'm quite jealous actually but at the same time, I'm proud of her. Well done bf! (:

Oh! And I met some of Sec 4 pink babes. Ya Allah! I used to be closed with all those girls. Truthfully, I miss them all. I miss Shiks, Fathin, Zul, Tsu, Zeke and Hlmh. Even though I didn't get to see the last two girls, but it's okay. They are forever in my Heart ( Mcm phm :P ) So we had some catch up moments and talked about funny stuffs when we were classmates. Gahh, I miss those moments and I'm happy cause I can remember it easily. I'll never ever want to erase those. Thanks for giving me warm memories guys. Love you all ((:

Oh and after the perjumpaan, we went jalan Raya. Lol, my house was the 1st house. I hope you had fun going to my house guys ((: and the next day we went jalan Raya too. While on Saturday, I went jalan Raya with Dear. Both of us wore purple on that day ((: wheee~~ Thanks for the Raya outing Dear! I had fun! (: I Love You! Lol three days straight going jalan Raya made me restless. Thus, I stayed at home and be a good girl yesterday (: unlike that someone who didn't go to school today because she went jalan Raya with her family yesterday. Haha! Jauh tempat2 dia eh Kak? :P

Here are some of the pictures ((:

Me and Syuh! Haha degil tau bdk ni. Slalu tknk amik pic )):

Nailul and Syuh. Haha Syuh malas tak layan :P

Ehem2 dgn si Tukang Karot dahh :PP

With Dear's cousin, Suhaida ((:

Time to go home. Dear can still smiled so wide and bright =.=

((:

Pose smue mcm same je? xDDDDDD

Well, you can find many other pictures at facebook ( I guess ) I still haven't viewed our Raya outing pictures you know. I'm too lazy to log in to facebook. Lol, typical me :P Anyway, I have to go now. I'm tired already. I'll update again when I have the mood aites? ;)

P.S : ANOTHER 27 MORE DAYS TO A-LEVEL >< TAKOTTT! Pray for me everyone ((:

Till here then~~

2009-09-24T20:36:00.004+08:00

Hello! : D How are you all doing? I'm here to wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin ((: Do forgive me for the wrongdoings that I did everyone. I know I'm a bit late to wish that but better late than never right? Huhu anyway, I didn't go to school today. I'm a bit unwell actually. My nose keeps on bleeding for these past few days. But it's not a serious case of bleeding la..it's more like internal bleeding or some sort *shrugs* Hope I'm okay though.

Hmm yesterday we got back our results for Usuluddin 1. Alhamdulillah, I passed! That's what matters the most (: Other than that, what made my day is I had sushi yesterday with my Dear! o(^_^)o Lol lol. We ate 25 plates altogether. Syiokkk!! I want to have another round of buffet!! Lol, anyone? Care to join me? :PPPP

Huhu and this is my Dear! Along with his new hair cut! FINALLYY~~! :PPP

This is me eating the 6 rolls sushi! Sedap gilerrr xDDD I want another round mann! Huhu

Lol, my Dear was concentrating on the chopsticks! Well, one of the reason is because he finds it hard to use the chopsticks :P in other words, he's struggling laa :PPP

We ordered these two drinks (: But in the middle of it, we cheated la :P cause we brought extra can drinks thus my Dear refilled his drink without paying :P HAHAHA! Not our fault k. The drinks there are expensive =_=

Lol, in deep thinking of salmon sushi, I guess? :PPP

Oh! And last time I went iftar with my Dear at BBQ Chicken @ Cineleisure. Well, I can see that Dear likes it cause it is not that expensive and delicious. Maybe we'll be eating there again next time? Huhu. Insya Allah we will. So here are the pictures (:

Bored for waiting too long :p

Wagagaga, was satisfied with my food :P SEDAAAPPPP!!! ><

He snapped my pic sneakily! >: ((

Haha! This is the result of a hungry + angry man for waiting his food for too long :PPP

All in all, I had fun eating at these both places. Lol, I LOVEEE food so much! I want to have another round for these two places! :PP If any of you feel like going to these places, do invite me ok ( Haha tk tau malu :p ) By the way, I have to go now. I'm going to watch Hell's Kitchen episode 10 and 11 with my dad. Hope Dave is not volunteering to go home. Despite his fractured arm, he still manage to prove himself to Chef Ramsey that he can make delicious food and multi-task with only one arm. Way to go Dave! I'm rooting for you! : D

Oh and do pray for me everyone! A's is just around the corner =.= TAKOT!! Huhu hope I'll pass with flying colours and get accepted to NUS or NTU. Amiin. I have to go now.

P.S: Hasanah ( Romeo :P ) Haha! Good Luck for your exams okay! Insya Allah you'll pass with good grades. Amiin ((:

Till here then~~

2009-09-14T20:19:00.001+08:00

I'll appreciate it very much if we have the power to create our own world or Heaven. Well, if I was able to do that, I'll make sure I am the only human race that live there. That way, I can do whatever I want without having fight or misunderstandings with people. I adore solitude very much. Don't bother to ask me why. If you know me well, sure as Hell you will just suck it up and accept me for who I am. Heh.

2009-09-06T17:19:00.004+08:00

Hello! Huhu! Finally, I've changed my blogskin! (: Well, the main reason is because I'm tired of the old layout and also because I miss listening to J-rock songs. Don't worry! I'll keep myself updated with the news of Visual Kei bands again like before. Huhu! Visual KEI~~♥

Anyway, I'm on holiday now. I'm soo happy because I can sleep after sahur and also wake up late :P Lol sue me for being damn lazy okay. Lol lol. However, exams will continue again next week )): *sighs* My exam started on last Wednesday )): Hope I'll pass all my papers this time with good grades. After all, I've been putting enough effort in order to pass )): Do pray for me everyone! : D

Oh, and yesterday I went out with Dear and Fatin! Hehe! I haven't hung out with her in such a long time. We went to Changi Airport yesterday. She thought me the topics of Usul Fiqh which I didn't understand of. Thanks a lot Dear friend!

Hehe (:

(:

Thanks for going out with me! I had fun (: Friends forever k ♥ Good luck for your Final Year Exam aites! ((:

Other than that, I went to Marina Barrage with Dear last time. Hehe it was fun! Actually this is my third time going there but that was the first time I went to its gallery. Well, third time's a charm :P haha! You all should go there and see it okay.

Lol! The crazy one =P

Hehe =P

I Love You so much Dearie! Can't wait to see you again ((: Thanks for always being there for me okay. I have so much fun being with you. I'm blessed to have you Dear (:

Andd before I go, I would like to wish Bon Voyage to Zeke. She's going to Shanghai tomorrow for 6 frigging weeks! )): Her flight will be at 7:30 am in the morning. So I won't be seeing her for 6 weeks. 6 weeks is too long sey!! ): But don't worry, I'll be seeing her later before I'm going to my grandpa's house to break fast. Take care my dear friend! I'm going to miss you a lot! )): Always remember me k :P HAHAHAAH!

Got to go now or else I'll be late to meet Zeke and to my Grandpa's house. Huhu.

Till here then~~

2009-08-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Well, things have been rocky lately. But other than that, I'm okay. Huhu and we just got our time table for prelims on Thursday ( If I'm not mistaken ) Yeah, this means = MUGGING TIME! I've got no time to waste! Have to move my ass and force myself to study. Goshh no more computer and Hell's Kitchen. I have to focus on what I want in life. I hope I get into University. I want to be successful. Maybe I'd cry if I failed for my A's. Well, it happened on MYE. I failed my Malay Lit. And the next thing I knew, I cried so bad. Huhu hope that won't happen to me again. I'd rather cry with joy rather than the opposite. Do pray for me everyone! (:

By the way, we've been together for 1 year, 7 months and 7 days. I'm happy being with you! (: I hope you do too. Thanks for always helping me by lending your ears and forcing me to study very hard when I'm in a lazy mood. Appreciate it lots, Dear! :* I hope we'll stay strong always. I Love You!

(:

Andd I'm gonna miss these two lovely girls )):

Me and Kak Mai (:

Me and Jeeja (:

Lol, met them on Friday. Passed Jeeja her stuffs and updating each other stories and of course gossips! Haha! You know, I know what we're talking about. And I din't get to send them at the airport yesterday. Maybe next year I would okay. Insya Allah. Hope you're all are safe and sound when you reach there. Oh and beware with the people there. You might lose your patience with them. Lol, I've warned ya ;) Good Luck aites. I hope you'll all pass your exams with good grades ((:

Other than that, I've watched Harry Potter (: watched it with my two best friends. Naimah and Kimmy. The other one couldn't make it so only the three of us watched it. The movie was okay. I prefer reading the book rather than watching it. And the person who acted as Lavender is defenitely kinda..disgusting? I bet the others might agree with me. Huhu

Alrighty, I gotta go now. I'm starving big time. Maybe I'll update again, that is if I can get my hands on my brother's laptop again. Take care everyone.

Till here then~~

2009-07-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

Helllo! I'm sorry for not updating in such a long time. I'm quite busy lately. Furthermore, my computer crashed. Lol, so that explains it all okay. Huhu I'm here to update about Jurong Bird Park! Lol, I went to Jurong Bird Park with Dear tau last month. I know, dah basi. But to me, the memory is still fresh in my mind okay =P Hehe! Mcm paham betul aku ni =PP

So let the pictures do the talking shall we? ((:

Hehe (:

Look at the penguins! Cute kann! ">_<

Hehe! Tk dpt bwk alik, dpt pegang pn jd la =P

Anak ye bang? =PP

Amcm? Ade ciri2 jd globe trekker tk? xDD

Hehe! Macho la tu =P

Pink flamingoss! =DD They're pretty tau! : DDD

Muke aku mcm kueh sey =__= Bulat sgt =__=

Swan Princesses..Satu Amirah Chopstick lagi satu Amirah ( Azizah ) As both of them are Amirahss ( Princess in Arabic =PP )

Burung ni kerek! Npk org kluarkan camera jek tro gi dekat2 cage die xDD

Ni ponn =PPP

Heee~~ : DD

Pertemuan dengan mu buat kali pertama~~ xDDDD

I LOVE THIS PICTURE THE MOST! Smue mcm berbaris! : DDD

Haha! Nk lawan dengan dayak eh bang? =PPP

Heee~~ ((:

LOL! Tgk sendiri k dayak die cmne :P

Mcm minah kampung plak. HEHE!

All in all, the outing to Jurong Bird Park was fun!! I want to go there again!! )): Huhu after A's or this upcoming holidays please. Haha goshh! Padahal Prelim dah nak dekat! Sakinahhhh wake upp! A levels is just around the corner! )): Huhu.

Anyway, I watched Obsessed just now. Well, that movie was totally..psychotic =_= watch that movie and you'll know what I mean okay. Hehe.

Okayla, I have to go now. I'm tired. Got school tomorrow. Take care everyone! : DDD

P.S : 2 MORE DAYS TO 25TH! <333

ILYSM <33333

2009-06-04T15:27:00.008+08:00

Hello!! ^_^ I know that I haven't blogged in such a longgg time! Pardon me for my laziness everyone :X now I'm becoming a little bit enthusiastic to blog. Lol. I just wanna share what I did with my Dear on last two weeks ago.

It was on Friday. We went to Downtown to eat at my favourite place. Lol, it's Hei Sushi la! I haven't been there in months. Furthermore, I don't like the sushi at school anymore. The stall doesn't sell raw sushi which is my favourite )): So I waited till my Dear got his pay and we went there to eat the lunch buffet.

Lol, Dear and I attacked the sushi the moment we sat there. Kita dua dah mcm perakus gitu =_= Haha! Even the waitress there kept looking at us but we put on a blank face and continued eating. At last, we ate about a total of 19 plates + the 2 free ice cream. Haha! When it was time go, my body felt so heavy. Maybe I dragged my feet instead of walking =__=

Lol, look at that plastic covers xD

Haha muke kerek btl!

Lol ni before ke after eating eh? Mcm nk tercabot butang!

Haha. Then on last Friday, I went out with my Dear again. But this time, his friends were there too to join us.The seven of us ate, shopped and hang out at Vivo City. It was fun! How I wish the night wouldn't end. I heard that they went home around 12+ am )): Huhu let the pictures do the talking aites.

In the train. On the way to Vivo ((:

While waiting for the others, we took a few pictures at the mrt station ((:

My Dear ((:

Us (: Sape lagi gemuk eh? xDDD

Hee~

^_^

These are the pictures we took while we window shopped ((:

Actually nk act macam manly, rase2nye tk jadi =_=

Haha! When my Dear saw this pic, he said "Asal badan mcm besar gitu eh?" HAHAHA! Terima hakikat la =PPP

Haha! Dua2 excited nk try satu2 shades xD

Lol mcm makcik2 =__=

Konon nk act2 mcm sejuk gitu. Tp tk menjadi =__=

We were already tired and bored from window shopping during this time. Lol.

Afterwards, we went to hang out at the roof and took some pictures again.

Hehe.

Us againn.

His friends. From left, Khy, Shariffah, my Dear and Huda ((:

((:

Our feet (:

When we were having fun, my mom called me. She wanted me to meet her somewhere and went home together. Thus, we had to leave earlier than the rest. Sorry guys! Maybe we can hang out a bit longer aites next time ((:

On our way home.

Haha. Konon fierce la buat gitu xDDD

BLUEK~!

Muke stress~ Haha.

Huhu, actually I just came back from Khemah dakwah yesterday. I feel tired even though I already slept a lot. Lol, maybe this is because during the camp, I only slept for a few minutes =_= Yup I couldn't sleep peacefully! Maybe it's because the rooms were too big for the 8 of us ( We used 2 classrooms as our room) and also maybe it's because I kept on imagining that I'd see a lady in white dress or anything weird in that room or at the door or at the window. Lol, furthermore, we didn't even switch on a light. We used the corridor's light instead. So the rooms were quite dark actually. So, ntahla.

Huhu, Okay la. I got to go now. Nature calls actually. I'll blog again okay. I'll try to blog everyday. Love and miss all my sec and Pre-u friends! Take care everyone.

P.S : I MISS YOU DEAR! )):

Till here then~~

2009-02-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

I wish I could just let it all out what I feel at the moment. But I just can't. Maybe it's because I know that strangers are reading this blog too. By stating what I feel or anything personal here could be a weapon to them. I know people might suggest why not put it as private so only the trusted people could read it. However, nowadays I've heard many cases of people spilling someone's secrets and scatter it all over the place. Well, it could happen to me too right?

Sighs. I'm tired. I'm tired of everything. I'm physically and emotionally exhausted. Ya Allah, please let this year pass by easily. I just can't wait for this to end.

2009-01-31T01:27:00.004+08:00

HELLO! ^^ I just realised that my blog has not been updated since 26th Dec 2008 =_= Dah tahun baru sey and dah Chinese New Year pn! =__= And when I read the last paragraph on my last post, I laughed out loud. HAHAHA! Dgr2 try nk update hari2 pe =__= LOL! So..yeah new year, nothing much happen except I have just started to feel the pressure. The pressure for A Levels. It's so intense till at times I'm struggling with homeworks. Seriously. I have not hand in my Malay essay since 3 weeks ago >_<" Sorry Cikgu. I just don't know how to manage my time well )): It might take sometime for me to adapt to this new stress environment. Homeworks have been piled up every now and then. At times, I was so stress till I could not think at all. JC must be in a much worst situation than my classmates and I do. Ohh! And I just realised Nana and I can make good team. We work well with each other ^^ In other words, there's a chemistry between us XDD kidding2! X > !

Ohh and I've started to miss this person a lot. Today marks the 7 days of not seeing her )): Get well soon Jaja! On Mon nnt bole giler2 lg dgn kitorg XDD

Hmm..Even if you were to have problems, it's not right to let it out on someone. It's just not right. Maybe you need a break.

I'm out. I'm sleepy. Take care everyone ^^

Till here then~~

P.S : THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND PRESSIES MMKAY! I'm touched with what you all did. I know that my birthday is so far away now. But I just can't forget what you all did. Love you all so much! I less than three you all! :D

2008-12-26T20:21:00.004+08:00

Holaa~ :D sorry for not updating in such a long time. Pardon me for my laziness XD I'll try to update everyday k. Well you see, I've been too lazy to blog or log in to msn lately. I'm back into my own world I guess XD

So how are you all doing? Hope you're all fine. I'm dandy as usual XD my dress is almost done. Hopefully it will be done before school reopen. Lol, thinking about school makes me wanna SCREAM, SCREAM, SCREAM! I'm not ready to be backk. I'm still in my holiday mood~~ I want another month of holidayyy. Pleaseee~~ Pretty Pleaseee~~ And and I'm not ready to be a senior yet! I don't want to take A's in just a few months! But but I can't wait for the holidays after my A's. HAHA. Guess I'm still normal. Don't you guys think so? XD

Anyway, my sister likes TWILIGHT! Oh well..you know..the book that was written by Stephenie Meyer. Yup, she has already seen it twice. She watched it with a friend for the first time. The second time? Watched it online. She asked me to join her. HAHA buat klaka sey. At last, I didn't watch at all. My inside was screaming "HELL NO WAY" when she asked me to join her. Haha she should know by now that I'm anti-EdwardXBella XD

Oh..and just wanna let you all know, Zeke and I entered this Mortal Instruments competition. We want the book City Of Glass so badly. But..I don't think we can win. Sighs, Cassandra didn't even comment on our creations. Lol, I guess the Brother Jeremiah that I sewed is too ugly or freaks her out. I mean, who knows? It looks more like a dementor rather than Bro Jeremiah. Oh well. At least I've tried my best even though I don't know how to sew a puppet/doll. Huhu.

I better go now. I'm starved. I'll try to update everyday aites ^^ Take care everyone.

Till here then~~

2008-12-10T04:58:00.009+08:00

I cannot sleep! D: thus I decided to update this almost dead blog :D First and foremost, I would like to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone! ^_^ Lol, as usual, my cousins and I had to help with the cooking at my grandpa's house. It's very tiring. Felt so lethargic. I didn't sleep the whole night on Sunday o.o lots of work need to be done. By 5+ am in the morning, we were done with the cooking. I was very very sweaty till I didn't even realise I wore a T-shirt because basically, that T-shirt kinda stuck to my skin. Yuck right? Lol, exactly! =.=

So after everything was done, I took a bath and slept from 5+ am till 1+ pm. Lol, I was the only one who still wore a pyjamas during that time. So paisey I tell you. And I didn't even get the chance to meet my cousins due to my sleeping =.= So after I woke up, I quickly stripped ( ew? XD) and changed to my baju kurung which my sis brought for me.

At last, my sis and I were the only one who came home late from my grandpa's house than the others. Sighs, I should have changed my clothes to the dress which I came with! Well, let me give you something to visualize about. Try to imagine, a girl wearing a baju kurung. Very sweet right? NOT! If she wears it with her high cut black sneakers, carrying along a punk checkered bag with skeleton and chains on it on her left hand. Lastly, 2 pink roses on her right hand. I looked pathetic! >_<" SERIOUSLY. My sis couldn't stop laughing. Damn you! Should not heed your advice! Tch. Well, I think I looked like someone who is on her way to the grave and never comes back! =.= Don't be like me people. It's an ugly and insane combination. Thank goodness it was at night when I went home on Monday. Phew. Okay, I better go now. I'm famished. My stomach has already played Mozart and Beethoven. It's on its way to Chopin :D Before it gets the chance, I better go and stuff some food in it so it will play metal songs after this XD Take care everyone! I miss you all! ((:

P.S : I dreamt of Avenged Sevenfold again. Muahahaha!

Till here then~~

2008-11-25T01:07:00.004+08:00

Can I not go to school tomorrow? I don't feel like going. My mind is already in a holiday mood. It totally shut by itself ): huhu I guess I need a break for a while before I can go back to studying and revising. So anyway, I have finished reading Cat Street!! Lol, if you are a fan of Yoko Kamio ( Hana Yori Dango's mangaka) You should read Cat Street. It is yet, another fabulous masterpiece of her.

I like it very much. The manga Cat Street is about a girl called Keito who was a child actor when she was young. But one day, something terrible happened. And since that day onwards, she didn't even dare to go out from her house. She cooped up in her room for almost 7 years. It was that bad till even her mother had to leave her meals outside her room. Lol, wanna know why? READ THE MANGA! I'm not gonna say it here. Find it out by yourself aites ^^

Furthermore, this story does not focus on too much romance. It focus more on life. As in the real world you know. Read it and you'll find out how Keito managed to come out of her shell and how she found friends. Hehe, before you all read, I just wanna tell you that Kouichi Mine is MINE! Muahahaha! Mine is Mine! Hahaha! No pun intended =.=

Huhu and and! I like her friend, Momiji. She's a gothic lolita. Huhu I envy how she can design and draw lots of cool designs >_<" I want to be like her mann. Haha! Eh another manga to recommend! You guys should read backstage prince too! The story is a about this guy who is a Kabuki actor. He's anti-social and dislikes people. Ceh, knp cite yg aku bace smue ade psl anti-social ni? Huhu. Whatever it is, do read aites ^^

Ohh! And before I go, I should tell you there is a Cat Street drama. But I strongly recommend you NOT to watch it aites. They changed the main characters. As in not Keito but one of her friends, Rei. Gah! Crap man. They should just use Rei instead of another guy whose name is Suzuki Goto ( Or issit Gota? o.o) . Oh! And if you've read HYD manga, you'll surely notice that Rei looks like Hanazawa Rui. Well, what do you expect? After all it's from the same mangaka ^^

Okay,.I better go now before I start ranting about mangas again. Lol! Good Night everyone. Bonne Nuit ((: Take care ^^

2008-11-18T22:10:00.006+08:00

Was tagged by Keeeny and Nurul ((:

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets? Duh.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? Probably not.
3. Do you enjoy going to school? Erm..Depends? XD
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? Give half of it to my family. The other half, lol buy a mansion for me and my friends XD same idea as Nurul la XD
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? Wahaha if I'm the member of the opposite sex, I'll surely will. My best friends are all hot hot hot XDD
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? The latter one (:
7. List out your 15 favourite songs: Au Revoir, Disturbia, Lost, Afterlife, My Heroine,The Way We Talk, Warm Me Up, Into your arms, Love Story, Wherever you will go, Color me Blood Red, Cassis, Guren, Scream and Azimat XDDDDD
8. what is your favourite food? SUSHIII!!!
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? My family and friends ((:
10. What makes you angry? I don't know. I'm the type who can control my temper.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? Married, I guess or working my ass off.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? My family and friends. They make my world go round besides money XD
13. What are the most important things in life? Moi Famille et Mes Amis.
14. Single or attached? If attached, with who? I'm single.
15. What is your favourite colour? Blue, Black, Purple.
16. Would you give all in a relationship? No.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? The one i love more and comfy with
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done? It depends on the situation.
19. What do you really want now? Money. I'm horribly broke =,<
20. 5 people I have tagged: Wahaha, I don't want to tag la.

Move on to another quiz, was tagged by Nurul and Mar :D

10 WEIRD THINGS, HABIT AND LITTLE FACTS ABOUT ME.

rules and regulations.

- each player of this game start off with 10 weird things,habit and little know facts about urself.

- people who get tagged need to write a blog on their own 10 weird things, habit and little know facts as state this rule clearly.

- at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

- no tag back.

1) I don't know how to smile :D
2) I find myself talking alone at times.
3) I used to be very, very pessimistic. Lol you don't want to know what I used to think back then.
4) I can sleep for one whole day.
5) I don't know how to make friends.
6) I used to be scared of people.
7) I'm not good at expressing my feelings.
8) I can't eat watermelons and ciku. I will feel like puking after taking a bite from those. Tch.
9) I don't know what I want to be in the future.
10) I am always clueless? ^^"

Huhu, again, I choose not to tag people. Lol, I did that because maybe I'll tag back the people who tagged me ^^" Hehe.

Anyway, so sorry for not updating this blog. Tch. Due to laziness and didn't get the chance to play the computer that often. Lol. So, I already got my results back. And it's..hmm so-so? Lol I failed horribly for my maths. Got 24/100 Haha! F9 mann tsk tsk. But I'm thankful with what I got. Even though I know I can do better. Heh.

And mom has been nagging non-stop because of my maths. Gah, I can't do anything but to swallow all her words and keep quiet to myself. I deserved it. I know. But that paper was hard too. So it's kinda only partly my fault XD

Hmm, and during this holiday, I'm learning how to sew a gothic dress and learning french! Haha learning french was fun la. Except, it was hard to pronunce the sentences you know. Example, Moi Dix Moi. Instead of saying Moi Dix Moi, the proper way to pronounce it is Muah This Muah. Tch. Susah DX

Ohh ohh! And before I forget, I would like to post my pictures with Fathin and Naimah. As promise ((:

Fathin~~ XDD

Muke priceless sia!

Hahaha! Naimah, muke chill ah XD!!!

Wahaha, masih setia dgn ni member. 11 years of friendship you knw ^^

Senyum je die ehk =PPP

Wakakakaka!!! XDDDDDDDD!! I'm gonna send all your priceless pics to your bf(s), Naimah!

Heeeheeee no comment la :P

Devils beside me XDDD!!

Amcm? Ade bakat utk jd model ak? XDDDD

Senyum jek =P

Fathin muke gatal siak! XD!!

Heeeheee :D

Tgk muke aku, aku sndr yg meluat =_=

Hahaha! Satu2 muke mcm biawak!

Biawak 2.

Our bags (:

Haha! Kong asam nye Fathin pgl aku Christmas sbb checkered blouse aku.

Hahahha! Menyampah sia! XDD

The number of plates that we took (:

Naimah, mulut maintain ah =PP

Msg abg senapang ke? =PPP

Hehe, taking pic with my lesbo partner XDDD

On the way home ((:

Ohh! And before I go, I want to tell you about the dream I had a few days back. Lol, guess what? I dreamt about A7X! XDDD! In my dream, they came to Singapore again. And and I fetched them from the airport! After that, I begged Zacky, Yes! Zacky Vengeance and the others to visit my house. Hahah! He and the others came obediently but only Zacky stay longer. Psh. Lol, but I had funnn spending my time with him. Lol, we took lots of pics together and he even kissed me on my cheek! *melts* Hahahah! Can I have that dream again? It was heaven mann. Huhu. To those who are a huge fans of A7X, don't be jealous okay XDDDDD

Okay la, I better stop now. I'll update again when I'm free ^^

Till here then~~

2008-11-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Finallyyy!! Exams are over!! I'm free to do everything I want XDDD At last eh. Huhu, so yesterday, I went out with Azizah, Keeen and Zeeq ^^ The four of us went to Bugis. Yeah, we went to Bugis Street first as I was told by my mother to change this particular T-Shirt of my brother =_= So, afterwards, we went to Alice as Zeeq and Keen had never been there before. Ahah you could say they were thrilled with the clothes there ^^

Later, after performing our zohor prayers, we ate at Mac. Haha, there was this old man who sat nearby us. I swear I can enter boiling point because that old man kept on asking us multiple of questions like "How old are you? How much do you get a day? What is your father working as?" And so on. Haha at that point of time, I could see Keeen and Zeeq were already irritated by him. But I pretend I didn't see anything. Instead of asking that old man to buzz off, I answered all his questions politely. Huhu seee..told you I can enter boiling point XD

Afterwards, we went home (: Ahah when we were in the MRT on our way home, something happened. I told Zeeq and Keeen about the cemetery nowadays.

Aku : "Ehh kau nk tau, kubur skrg kn..byk windmill seyy..tk tau knp drg tarok pt situ. Mepek kn..bknnye bole zikir bnd tu"

Keeen : "Ahh tu ahh..tu yg bnd utk electricity kn"

Zeeq and I were O_O and laughed our asses off when we heard what she said. Hahahah! Slh windmill la dey! Hahaha! Funny la you =P Haha ooh! And I was nearly hit by a van yesterday. I didn't see that vehicle was moving =__= Well, not my fault. I am damn blur laa.

Huhu, so yesterday night, I chatted with Fakhrur. Haven't chatted with him in a long time. So before he logged off, I typed this to him.

(2:58 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: dream of _____ will you
(2:58 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: HAHAHAHHAHHA!
(2:58 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: kidding2 =X

(2:59 AM) M F R: i will.. and i'll make sure she'll get her head cut off

(2:59 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: that's so gore!
(2:59 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: haha
(2:59 AM) ｡§äķÎñåħ｡ Show m: ni Saw VI XDDDD

(2:59 AM) M F R: hahah

Haha. Hmm and I'm kinda pissed because there are school tomorrow and Friday =__= So, I guess I'll go to school tomorrow but not on Friday. Hahaha! Smbrg je ehk XD Okay, I'm better off now as I have no idea what to talk about again.

P.S : Zeke, I give Matsujun to you okay. You can take him if you want. Ohh and this link is for you. Do see it aites ^^ http://www.crunchyroll.com/showforumtopic?id=2112

Till here then~~

2008-11-03T04:13:00.002+08:00

Here I am, to blog again at 4+ am XD Don't worry, my sister and I didn't order Mac today ((: Huhu I should be studying actually right now but I can't resist to blog. So..yeah, you know the rest :D Lol. My purpose of blogging is to tell you my favourite song. I know it's an old song. It was 7 years back okay! Lol but I can't help myself but to fall in love with it when I listen to it everytime. It's a nice song. How I wish a guy will sing it for me. It'll be very sweet :D Huhu, don't you all have that kind of wish too? =P

Lol, since last time, I've been wanting a guy to play a guitar and sing sweet songs for me. Maybe in the future, that wish of mine will come true. Who knows? Lol a few years = in 5 or 6 years to come. Muahahaha. Yup, Insya Allah by that time I've already graduated from University and have started working. Insya Allah ((:

Okay, so here goes the lyrics. The song is called Wherever you will go by The Calling. Huhu, alternative babe :D

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.

CHORUS:
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall, yeah and fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you

CHORUS
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time

CHORUS
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

Huhu, you may listen that song at my blog too ((: but the one on my blog is the acoustic version ((: If you have lots of free time, do listen to both versions. Both are nice! I swear :D

Okay, I better go now. Need to continue on my revision for my last paper. YAYY! Can't wait for it to end :D Hehe take care everyone! ^^ Do pray for me aites ^^

Till here then~~

2008-11-02T05:10:00.007+08:00

Good Morning :D actually I haven't slept yet. Been awake for the whole night :D ahah the illness has made a comeback everyone =_= ahah, okay so instead of revising, I spent my time on the computer and television. Lol, seriously, got no mood to study today. Perhaps I'll start revising tomorrow. Phew! Can't wait for Tuesday because after that day, Pre-U 1 A level students are FREE from exams. Yep, Show me what it's like to be set FREE~~ baby. Ahahah.

Okay, actually I'm not the only one who is still wide awake. In fact, my sister joins the club too. So, while watching the tv just now, we were freaking starving. And guess what? We ordered Mac at like 4+ in the morning? Nyahahaha. Aku tau, giler. But we couldn't help it la. Hehe. So while eating and at the same time watching mtv, suddenly they showed an interview on a7x. Goshh! I could faint! Haha tu baru tgk pat tv, kalau pat dpn mata lagi? Pengsan tak bangun2 :D Even though there were only three of them, I still couldn't help myself. Syn and Zacky were there. Yes yes! Zacky! My Zacky Vengeance! Hahahah! He's so hot liao. I'm in love with him all over again. Can't stand his hotness >_<" Huhu, and I feel so jealous over the girl who got to dance with Zacky at Afterlife video. So unfair! They should pick me! The number 1 fan! Hahah! Mepek sey aku pagi2 buta ni =_=

Huhu, so on last Friday, I went out with Fathin and Naimah. Goshh, miss Fathin so much!! I really do. Haven't seen her in such a long time. Ahah she's still the same everyone ^_^ well except maybe she has grown about 3 cm I guess? Hehe. Thanks Fathin and Naimah! You guys made my dayy ^_^ never had so much funn in such a long time ( Tipu siak, pdhl pt a7x nye concert aku dah mcm nk mati sbb happy nk mampos XD ) I'll update the pics when I have the time aites ((:

Hmm and yesterday, I had a weird dream you know. I hate weird dreams because it will make me keep on thinking about it ))= So, in my dream, I had to marry this guy. And guess who? It's freaking Jerry Yen! Ugh, I don't even like him =_= How can I even married to him even in a dream? This is ridiculous. I should have married to Zacky instead =__= Sheesh. Maybe I dreamt of him because I've been wanting a guy like Doumyouji in my life? But why must it be him? I mean, there are 2 versions of HYD. One is chinese and the other is Japanese. The Chinese version of Doumyouji is Jerry Yen while the Japanese is Matsujun. So why can't I dream of Matsujun instead? Getting married to Matsujun even in a dream is like a dream come true. Haha, goshh I'm getting crappier sia. I better stop now before I start to embarass myself more =_=

Oh, and before I go, I would like to wish my friend, Haizul a Happy Birthday! :D 17 at last eh? Wakakaka. May Allah bless you :D Hope you'll lead a life with full of luck, happiness and love :D Nyehehe do take care of yourself okay. IMYSM!! :D Psst, I'll be 18 in 2 months' time. Be jealous =P ahaha! kidding2 =X

Haha, okay la, I better go now. I'm going bonkers already. Take care everyone ^^

Amcm? Hot tk Zacky aku? XDDD

Ilysm, Zacky Vengeance ♥♥♥

Till here then~~

2008-10-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

Went to tuition yesterday but it was last minute cancel as Ust was M.I.A =__= I was very very sleepy as I slept at 5+ am on the day before. Lol, syariah 2 was too much to cover I guess. So after that paper, I went home straight away as I was sleepy and unwell. At 2 pm, I woke up and got ready as tuition starts at 3 on every Wed. Lol, I was foolish for not checking how the weather was like. So, I dressed up all black from head to toe. The moment I stepped out from my house, I was already late for tuition. Thus, I had no time to change into other clothes. And guess what? I was already sweaty for the next five minutes. The scorching sun was like grilling me. I felt like I was locked in an oven =__=

And after found out that the tuition was cancelled didn't help either. Huhu, but it's okay la. Aisyah had it worse. Lol, imagine from Yishun to kembangan. Poor Aisyah *pats Aisyah's head* She even said she kept on dozing off in 854. Haha yesterday was just not our day ne. Huhu, so today we had tuition at 5:30 pm. It was supposed to be at 5 actually. But we were late..so yeah. Haha. So as I don't want to be burned up again, I wore a checkered blouse today (: Thank goodness today's weather was moderate. And something happened. Guess what? I was nearly hit by a car again while I was on the way. I don't know how many times this thing has happened. Lol if I were hit just now, surely my accident will be on the front page of The Strait Times and Berita Harian. And the report would probably be going like " A girl with a punk-ish look died in a car accident." Hmm most probably. Lol.

This has happened for so many times la. Don't know when it will stop. Hmm maybe one day, I might die this way. Well, who knows? Huhu. Before I go, I would like to wish my friend a Happy Birthday (:

Siteyyyy, Happy Birthday! =D May Allah bless you and you will always be in a pink of health. Hope you will succeed in whatever you do and lead a life with full of love and happiness ((:

Okay, I'm better off now. Take care everyone ^^

Till here then~~

2008-10-28T00:16:00.006+08:00

Last minute post before going back practicing my maths. Maths paper is tomorrow. Do wish me luck everyone! Pray for me aites ^^

So, hmm I've been having dreams lately. In fact, the dreams were all good. But He was in every good dreams that I had. This has been going on for about 5 or 6 days straight. Yup, I'm sure of that.

In my dream this morning, I was older than I am now. Maybe I was in my 20-ish years old. I was at Kembangan MRT waiting for the traffic lights. While waiting alone, I saw Him on the other side of the road. He was walking along with his cousins.

Suddenly, both of us saw each other and we smiled. At that point of time, He has changed into an older and a mature person. In fact, His hairstyle was different too. You could say I melted on the spot when I saw Him. Well, not only His appearance has changed, even His personality has changed too from what I saw. When we gazed into each other's eyes, it felt as if the time has stopped. And deep in our heart, we knew that we fell for each other all over again when we look at each other that way.

Hmm, I don't know what does that dream means. But I shall not think of it too much right as it is only a dream (: Okay, I better go now. Need to practice my maths =__= Take care everyone ^^

Till here then~~

2008-10-26T21:12:00.004+08:00

Hold on your breath because this is going to be a very long post XD So on last Friday, My bro and I went to Max Pavilion to catch Avenged Sevenfold.

Before we went out, we had no choice but to lie to our parents. Lol, and the stupid thing is, we both gave different answers =__=

Abah: Mat, nk gi mane ni?
Abg: Oh..nk gi rehearsal.

Mak : Inah, nk gi mane ni?
Inah : Nk gi Expo dgn abg..tgk2 baju.

=__= after we went out, my bro and I were like..Ish anak derhaka sey..tipu mak bpk psl nk gi concert..mati kafir smue kluar XD

Lol, so when we arrived, there were already lots of people queuing in order to get through. The crowds were getting wilder and wilder by the minute. They kept on screaming those words. Lol, they even cursed the security as they were too impatient to get in.

When it was around 8+ pm, we were allowed to go in. Oh my, That was totally hell. People were pushing one another back and fro. I was nearly separated from my bro. Nearly. Thank God my bro managed to pull my arm and follow me in. Ahah, before we got through, I remember a Caucasian girl screamed "SOMEONE'S SQUEEZING ON MY BOOBS!!" Haha! That cracked us up. Kekek dok.

Before the show ^^

After we went inside, we stood with the others and waited for A7X to come out. Huhu, the stage was nice. But there was a problem. As I'm short, I couldn't see the stage that well even when I wore my creepers. Curse you tall people! XD Ahah, so we had to wait for like almost an hour for A7X to come out.

We waited for so long but it was worth the wait. Lol, they are totally awesome! I could die when I saw them. At that point of time, I couldn't believe I was watching them singing LIVE. Lol, this was like a dream come true. M.Shadows is freaking awesome. He said " I saw a lot of Kids today" Haha! Ohh ohh! Synyster is the HOTTEST of them all! But he can't beat my Zacky though. Zacky is not as hot as Syn but he managed to capture my heart XD

And it's a shame I didn't manage to capture any of their photos but my bro recorded their perfomances. I guess that is good enough ne? Hehe. So in the middle of the performance, the crowds made a moshpit. Bleahh I totally lost my patience when they did that. At that time, The F word was like a mantra you know. I Kept on chanting that word when i was being pushed. Sheesh they kept on pushing one another till my bro and I fell in the middle of it. Gosh, I couldn't even stand up. I tried my luck by pushing the guy's butt that fell on me but he wouldn't budge. Sheesh. At that time, I was praying on the inside. I was like, Ya Allah, ni kalau aku mati, mati kafir. Aku blm taubat lagi =__=

Suddenly, a helping hand which I thought was my bro's came. He grabbed on my hands tightly without letting it go till I managed to stand on my feet. I was about to thank my bro when I saw that he just stood up. Thanks stranger. I didn't even get the chance to thank you ^^ after that, I had learn my lesson. Lol, when they pushed me, I would do the same. And they even stepped on my creepers! Lol, I didn't know who got lucky at that time because I gave them the same treatment by stepping on their shoes back. Gi mampos, jgn harap aku nk kasi muke =_= Huhu furthermore, we were too sweaty when we were there. Mcm mandi hujan tau tk. That time, dah terpikir jgk pt otak..Ish pt padang Masyar lg trok ni XD

Haha no matter how terrible it was, we still had fun (: Their performances were superb. What made it more fun was when M.Shadows was singing, we followed suit ^^ Lol, only true fans did that right? Ohh ohh! And the part which I like the most was when they wanted to sing Scream, he said "This song is for the ladies" Haha, I could faint la at that time. But I was dissapointed when they didn't sing Dear God. It is my favourite song )): Oh well. maybe next time Huh.

They played a total of 10 songs.

1) Critical Acclaim
2) Afterlife
3) Beast and The Harlot
4) Scream
5) Seize The Day
6) Unholy Confessions
7) Bat Country
8) Gunslingers
9) Almost Easy
10) A little piece of Heaven

It was funn! But I wish they performed longer )); It's never enough for me. Oh, and I lost my brooch. Pathetic. I know. So these are the pictures we took after the show.

Muke penat. Heh.

The stage. It was cool right! ^^ I LOVE the skeleton on the background ^^

Ni la abg aku. Dah kene tolak smpi jatuh pn masih bole senyum lebar bila amik pic =_=

Peace~~ Was kinda pissed at that time because I couldn't find my brooch *_*

Ohh and after the show, we saw lots of stuffs lying on the ground. We saw broken specs, sunglasses, belts, watches and umbrella =__= not to forget, 1 slipper and a spec's case =__= Yup, it was terrible. I still remember I saw a woman fainted. And that was only the beginning of the show! =__=

Haha, my bro took this watch and brought it back home. He said it's an Adidas watch. Must keep it =__=

Ni tk nk bwk alik? XD

Dasyat btl ehk =__=

So that was what happened on Friday. On Saturday ( yesterday) my bro went back to Egypt )): I feel so sad and I cried when I hugged him. Thanks for everything bro. Thanks for always being there for me and accompanying me to the concert. Thanks for everything. I love you and I miss you. Insya Allah I will always pray for you aites ^^

The Fantastic Four XD

Family portrait ((:

With cousins ((:

And Last but not least, ROCK ON~~ \m/

Love you lots bro ^^

Okay, I better go now. I'm tired already. Take care everyone ^^

Till here then~~

2008-10-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

Found a very good article while searching for a hadith just now. From what it showed, it is totally true.

Islam Considers Modesty Part of Faith

Adil Salahi

Arab News, 7/23/04

Islam encourages Muslims to adopt certain qualities and characteristics so that they are able to cope with the problems of life and conduct their social relations in the best way. This helps to cement relations within the Muslim community and maintain strong ties between its members. We discussed modesty last week, and highlighted the fact that Islam adopts a totally different attitude from that of other communities, including modern Western civilization, which consider modesty a weakness and encourage overcoming it through assertiveness. That modesty encourages a person to sacrifice some of what belongs to him in order to earn reward from God or win other people’s love and respect fits perfectly with the Islamic approach to social relations, material values and the concept of action and reward. At the same time, Islam insists that everyone should have their rights and no one can limit or disregard the rights of another.

Islam makes modesty part of faith, a fact which is stressed in several Hadiths. One of them is reported by Abdullah ibn Umar, the companion of the Prophet (peace be upon him): “Modesty and faith are interlinked: if either of them is lacking, the other is lacking too.” We see this clearly apparent. Good believers are, generally speaking, modest, easy to get on with, and would not stress their own roles. By contrast, people who lack faith often lack modesty. This is due to the fact that when faith is lacking, the life of this world becomes people’s primary preoccupation. Therefore they try to get as much as possible out of what they hold to be important for them. This leads them to be presumptuous, overbearing, assertive and may often lead some people to trample over the rights of others. A believer who is convinced of meeting God and having to account for what he does in this life will hesitate before stressing his own importance, let alone usurping someone else’s rights.

Another important quality Islam stresses is the need to tame one’s feelings of love and hate. It is reported that Ali ibn Abi Talib, the Prophet’s cousin who was a great scholar, said to Ibn Al-Kawwa: “Do you know the old statement: Love moderately, for the person you love today may be the one you hate in future; and hate moderately, for the person you hate today may be your loved one in future.” (Related by Al-Bukhari in Al-Adab Al-Mufrad, Al-Tirmidhi and Al-Tabarani).

This is a very sound advice because when feelings of love and hate are too strong, they blur a person’s vision and he or she is unable to put things in the proper perspective. It is universal wisdom that tells us that when we love we tend to overlook the faults of the person we love. Should that person make mistakes, we try to find justification for them. If others criticize him for his mistakes, we are ready to defend him. Sometimes we go to great lengths in order to show that what is a clear mistake or flaw of character is not what it appears like. Such an attitude will always lead to problems, because it expects perfection where it is not possible. Hence, when a mistake is repeated one time too many, or a flaw consistently appears to be visible, facts stare us in the face and we have to admit that what we valued too high is far from meeting our expectations. If this happens over something of importance, then it could lead to love giving way to hate. The stronger our love used to be, the greater our disappointment and the more likely that it would be replaced by hate that could again be too strong. Therefore, the first part of the advice contained in this Hadith is absolutely correct: “Love moderately, for the person you love today may be the one you hate in future.”

The same thing can be said in reverse. Should we hate someone for misdeeds, unacceptable conduct or some other cause, our hate should be tampered with reason. If it is exaggerated, it will blind us to that person’s positive points. It should be remembered that no one is without some goodness that reflects in his or her actions or character. To ignore such good points and think only of the hate we feel toward such a person is wrong, because it could lead to further complications. On the other hand, some people whom we may not like may prove us wrong and allow their good side to prevail in their dealings with us. This puts us in bad light, because we will be ignoring what is universally approved as good.

On the other hand, our hate might be due to a mistake or some failing on our part, and the person concerned may take some positive action to clear a misunderstanding or remedy a bad situation. When we allow this to take place and give a positive response to a good initiative we may set in a complete transformation in our relationship. In time, the old hate may change into love. If our initial hate is too strong, it could hamper such a process and deprive us of a chance to win over a good friend. Hence, the second part of the advice in the quoted Hadith: “Hate moderately, for the person you hate today may be your loved one in future.”

Indeed, strong love or hate should never be the feelings entertained by adults. This is stressed by Islamic values. Aslam reports that Umar ibn Al-Khattab once said to him: “Do not allow your love to be too passionate, or your dislike to be ruinous.” When Aslam asked him to explain, he said: “When you love, do not do like a child who is too passionate about the things he loves, and when you hate you feel like you would like to ruin the one who is the object of your hate.” (Related by Al-Bukhari in Al-Adab Al-Mufrad, and Abd Al-Razzaq).”

This Hadith sums up the point about allowing passions to be too strong and the need to tamper them with moderation and reason. Unless we do this, then we would be like children when we love and we would wish ruin on the ones we do not. This is not a proper attitude for a Muslim.

I have to go now. Till here then~~

2008-10-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

Last minute of blogging before going back to my books. Sighs, somehow tonight is a lonely night. I only have myself to entertain. The others are already asleep. This reminds me of the past which I hate the most. When I remember about this, it'll make me thing about it all over again.

Somehow, I just want it to stop, stop and stop. I hate this.

Till here then~~

2008-10-22T01:54:00.001+08:00

"Cinta memerlukan pengorbanan dan saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain" This is so true ):

Till here then~~

2008-10-21T20:59:00.008+08:00

Okay, before I start revising on my Malay Lit, I want to post this video. Both are my favourites <3

Lol, after watching this video, I started to love this song XD Look at the way they dance. It's so cool right!~ Especially on 00:54 Ahah, you guys should watch it. If you guys want to see the screen better, watch it at youtube okay (:

Lol, Joseph Hall. He's soo HOT HOT HOT!! And he's only 23! Still young okay =P Hehe, okay I better go now. Hope you are entertained by this video. Take care everyone and Good Luck for those who are taking exams :D

Till here then~~

2008-10-20T13:50:00.007+08:00

I'm happyyy because there is no paper tomorrow! No paper = No school! Nyehehehe. So what am I going to do now? Well besides surfing on the net, I've decided to do this survey which I found on Haz blog (: Okay, so here it goes.

1. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Mother-Daughter

2. Do you ever turned your cell phone off?
Yup

3. What happened at 10AM today?
Was busy writing Usuluddin essays =__=

4. When did you last cry?
On Saturday morning.

5. What's your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread! :D

6. What do you want in your life right now?
What it has to offer.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella~~

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
My pillows

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Dark Green

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
Thank you! You are My Saviour XD

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
No. Have no time for that.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
The Borrowers (:

14. What are you proud of?
Uhh..

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
KAU KURANG ASAM! DH CKP GITU TROS OUT!! UEDA TK SEXY CUTE AJEK BLUEKKK! setannn ( Haha, I was crazy over Ueda from Kat-tun at that time XD)

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Crush By David Archuleta

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
Daud, Kin, Keane, Sak, Inah, Zombie, Takoyaki, Kinah, Sake

18. What does your last received text message says? Who was it from?
It's a message about Fatin's friend's father from Fatin Amirah.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Around 1:45?

20. Are you currently happy?
Not sure.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
Bestfriends and siblings.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Never did.

23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
No one called me.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Guess so.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
My family

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Used to.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Fatin.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yup.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
A person who has this holier-than-thou attitude. Hmph.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nope.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Never.

32. What colour is your room?
A mixture of light and dark purple.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Nope.

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk in cheap'?
Nope

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Myself.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
My 2nd brother.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
My family saw me kissed my brother on the cheek (:

38. Do you have a life?
I do.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Don't know.

40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
It's a nice song.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
Asri

42. Last time you smiled?
Evening.

43. Have you changed this year?
A lot.

44. What are you listening to right now?
The sound of thunder and my sister's hysterical laugh.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Eyes open.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Don't think so.

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
Nope.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?
You shouldn't know. It's bad enough.

51. What were you doing last night at 11PM?
Watching Three Stooges Hoi Polloi episode ( Haha! You all should watch it. It's funny (: )

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
I'm single.

53. What song describes your love life?
Am single.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
who likes who?

55. Who always makes you laugh?
Everyone actually (:

56. Do you speak other languages rather than English?
Oui.

57. Are you blond?
Nope.

58. What's your surname's name?
Which do you prefer? Daud or David? XD

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Mugging.

60. What do you think you are like?
No Idea.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Alone.

62. Where have you been today?
School, Makam Habib Noh, Hei Sushi

63. What game do you play often?
Spider Solitaire XD

64. Who are you missing right now?
Almost everyone.

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
Hmm.. Can I choose both?

66. What are you doing right now?
This survey.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Al-Ma'arif.

68. What are the 3 colours you like?
Blue, Black and Purple

69. What are you longing for?
Sleep =_=

70. What is life to you?
To accomplish a mission from Allah

71. If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
Pray to Allah

72. Who did you last chat in MSN today?
Nurul

73. Which model of phone do you use?
Nokia 6131 yg dah tk bole tutup =__=

74. Which month are you born in?
January

75. How are you feeling right now?
Okay

76. What is the time now?
21:09

77. Where are you now?
My Haven

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
None.

79. Why are you doing this survey?
Because I'm bored and it looks kinda fun

80. What do you do when you're moody?
I'm not a moody type of person

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Hm 25?

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend/Girlfriend or friends?
Friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Insya Allah.

84. Who do you trust the most?
Allah

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yup (:

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
NUS

87. What is your goal for this year?
To do well for my Final Year Exams

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Allah's love.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Tranquility

90. Do you really think it's Global Warming right now?
Nope

91. What feeling do you hate most?
Depress.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yup.

93. Do you believe in God?
Of course.

94. Who cares for you the most?
Allah and My family.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Books?

96. What would you bring with when you fight?
Myself

97. Happened to feel there's someone waiting to love you?
Don't think so.

98. What would you feel if nobody no longer cares for you?
Allah is still there for me (:

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
Break off with him straightaway

100. Who always gets your back?
Hmm. I.have.no.idea.

Okay! Finally! It's done! I'm tired. I'm done. Huhu. I gotta go now. Gonna watch 28 weeks later with my Bro. Heh. Before I go, i would like to wish Good Luck to my friends who are retaking their O's;

Amirah Bte Ibrahim
Ernie Marina Bte Rosli
Nur Haziqah Bte Salleh
Nur Syuhrah Bte Mohtar
Nurul Raihana Bte Md Hairi
Nurul Sakina Bte Zainuddin
Siti Khadijah Bte Abd Ngarni
Unaizah Quratul 'ain Bte Md. Shariff

And to those who are not being mentioned here, I wish you all the best too. Take care! :D

Till here then~~

2008-10-18T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! ^^ I'm here to blog again. Hehe I don't know why I'm not lazy to update my blog today. Well maybe it's because I'm too lazy to look at my school books. Lol feel like puking on it mannn =__=

Anyway, I apologize for yesterday's post. It's a bit emo. But I'm already quite fine now. Yep, been praying to Allah for I don't know how many times (: I feel thankful for having Allah by my side (: In other words, this is the time which I feel so close to Allah. So, I'm trying to adapt a new life now. Support me everyone! (: This time, I'll be very patient. Just like what Jaja said, "Endure" =P If it happens, then it will happen. If not, it's okay. I don't dare to say I won't be with him again in the future because we never know our destiny. Thus, I leave my fate to Allah's hand. Allah knows best (:

I'm gonna lie if I say it doesn't affect me. The first few days, obviously it ate me up. But now, Alhamdulillah. I feel a bit fine. I'm on its way, you know. And I've already forgiven all the mistakes. All I have to do now is to change to be a much better slave for Allah, a better person for myself and study very hard. Furthermore, I'm trying to forgive and forget. I'm not gonna hold a grudge. I'm not that type of person (: Well, obviously it takes time to forget, but I'll surely forget about it one day. Anyway, with the changes..Lol I don't care what the others going to say. Because changes is like a new challenge. It's either you win or lose. If you managed to change for the better, you're a winner then :D Hoho, next year, I am going to score my A's and get into NUS! Insya Allah (: Please pray for me everyone ((:

Okay, I better go now. Am going to Teacher Sarinah's house later (:

Till here then~~

2008-10-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog. I am a bit lazy and kinda busy as exams will be starting soon. Reaal soon =__= and I haven't prepared much. Sighs, I don't know what has gotten on me lately. I find myself daydreaming or merely just sitting and do *nothing* Sighs, furthermore, I find myself listening to old malay songs like Wings, Spring and such. I don't know why. Maybe it's pleasurable to the ears or something else.

I don't know what's going to happen next. Maybe I'll be starting to like pink *shudders* well, who knows? Sighs, you could say I'm more like a living dead. My heart is still beating, I can still walk in the daylight unlike the vampires. But on the inside, it's kind of hollow, empty. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing. I cannot focus on what I am doing at times. I'm so confused. The only solution right now is to pray hard and try to focus on my studies.

I don't know this could affect me this much. It's a very bitter feeling. It feels as if, I'm consuming a medicine. However, the medicine cannot be swallowed and it stays there with a bitter taste feeling. It's okay if you don't understand what I typed. I just want to let it all out. Hm okayy, I should go now. Have to help my mom.

Till here then~~

P.S : Good Luck to all the people who are taking O's and exams (:

2008-10-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

I felt so lethargic in school today. Maybe it's because I slept at 2+ am last night. Phish. And I slept in class and in the library for like almost 3 hours? Lol, didn't expect I could sleep that long. Hm, so basically in school today, we watched Osama for GP. Gosh, I am so frustrated with that movie. Well, watch it and you will know why. Hehe and and I just found out that there will be a test tomorrow =_= Greatt. I'm not even ready for exams. Sighs, I've been very very lazy lately. Hopefully, I'll start revising by end of this week. Hopefully.

Hm, I guess I better go now. There are 35 pages to read and I haven't started reading yet =_= Sighs, hopefully, all the questions will be direct, straightforward and not to forget, chicken feet! Gah! Enjoy your day everyone. Take care.

Till here then~~

2008-10-08T00:46:00.010+08:00

So, this is my first entry using blogspot instead of my ameblo. I want to thank Asri for helping me as I've been having this problem since 3 years ago? Oh well, now I've finally understood how to use it. Thanks so much! I owe you one k (:

Anyway, how are you all doing? Sighs, i'm in a good shape but I've becoming a procrastinator from day by day. It's getting worse actually =__= My dad even told me he didn't see me holdign any school books. On the other hand, he caught me playing Spider Solitaire instead. Gosh, that game is so addictive. I can play it all night long till morning, I guess. Huhu, wake up Sakinah! Your Final Exam is only in 2 weeks time!! You should be studying instead of playing solitaire. And right now, you should be dreaming in your bed instead of blogging =__=

Oh well, what can I say, Procrastinators will be Procrastinators. Huhu, before I become a drama queen, I better end this now and sleep. take care everyone (:

P.S: Asri, thanks for everything. Even though we are not together at the moment, I can see your genuine concern and care towards me. Thanks for lending me a helping hand and your ears all the time. I appreciate it soo much!! Thanks so much Ayie! (: Oh oh, and I miss you too! ((:

Till here then~~